Online courses

This hacking is getting ridiculous. The entire layout of my blog has changed.

You don’t like the new colors? 

I’m ignoring you. I’m ignoring you, you aren’t really here.

I’ve gone through the entire house three times, now, looking for anything else Sarah shouldn’t have her hands on. The cigarettes are just the beginning of it, it turns out. Both Gordon and I haven’t had a drink since college - since he was in college, rather - and now there are half-empty bottles stashed all over the place.

Well, come on Lynsday, you can’t just go to the bar without warming up with a few drinks first. 

It’s like running without stretching. 

I’ve just about had it with Gordon, speaking of. He hasn’t come home on time for two weeks straight, now, and I know he isn’t doing work, in his office. All the work he has, he brings home. I’m sure he’s either avoiding me, screwing around with his TA, or both.

We could put a stop to that. 

I don’t even think I’m jealous. Only hurt.

Oh, you’re jealous. 

Just not of her. 

You saw her, when she came over for dinner. 

You suddenly wished you’d gone to college a whole lot more. 

Maybe I should look into online courses. Give myself something to do, during the day. I can’t stand this anymore.

Besides, maybe it would give Gordon and I something new to talk about.

You never talk to him. 

You don’t love him. I don’t even think you like him. 

The only reason you’re with him is inertia. 

Shut up. You don’t know anything. I’m not listening to you.